All i want to be .... is

I was just wondering why this blog is inactive for so long , not that i did not have time. Just that i did not find a mood pleasant enough to do so. Now that, I wanted to create a pleasant mood even if i dont have the luxury of having.
So i decided to list all the pleasant things without any particular order ....

1. Freedom of thought and speech.
2. Money enough for personal needs.
3. Good clothes that fit.
4. Not having to answer anyone.
5. Music wafting around in the background.
6. Talking to Appa and Amma without any disturbance.
7. Inviting friends over to share a meal and hear them talk.
8. And they are friends who dont operate on purpose.
9. Watching movies of different languages.
10. Stocking the fridge with chocolates and fresh vegetables.
11. Endless chats on varied subjects.
12. Reading books and having them lying around the bed/house.
13. Long walks without any motive.
14. Private personal space. ( this is more imp, and my blog gets updated when i get this.)
15. Experimenting with my Canon powershot.
16. Writing/scribbling something anywhere/anytime.
17. Moments of silence , gazing at the sky, looking at the trees, birds, plants.
18. Reading 'The Hindu' with hot tea.
19. Laughters that bring tears in my eyes.

The list is so long and it seems endless ;) Wow... so many can make my mood pleasant.But then , for quite sometime now, i havent been getting enough personal space/time . All i want to be is ME, but hardly people around give me that privilege. Its really unpleasant. Hope it changes soon.